fitz is sarcastic, greave tries beat-down
I talked crap @ 9:01 p.m. on 02.15.05
today was a fun day. i was sitting in greave's class, and we are discussing black boy. she lists about 4 ppl, and said something to the effect of "they all beat him" I, in my obvious moral and intellectual superiority felt it necessary to question her about the actual ppl participating in the beating (infact only 1 person was doing the beating) she got pissed off at me, and demanded to know why im such a mean person. i decided (aloud) that it must be because of my height. that did nothing to mitigate her anger, she again demanded why im so mean to everyone. i replied with the truth...i have a deep-seated and uncontrollable urge to belittle everyone around me, and make everyone feel stupid so i can mantain my fragile sense of self-esteem (thats not really the truth...im not really an asshole...all the time). this explanation didnt help at all...she kicked me out to the larc for the remaining 5 mins of class, and told me to wait for her to talk to me. she took a long time to come out, and i was tempted to bolt, but instead i just read a book. eventualy she came out and proceeded to chew me out for about 15 minutes. she talked a lot...but didnt say much. she decided that if i were a doctor, there would be no possible way i could survive if i were mean or arrogant. she reminded me early and often that i am a second semester junior, and that i am mean. she treatened to make me transfer teachers, however i was afraid that something bad would come of that, so i asked for another chance, and she gave me one week...pretty much, i wont say anything for the next week...see how that goes. she had a class after mine, and ended up being about 10 mins late for it.
thats about it around here...districts is sat...wish us luck.
fitz
